Sleep Comes Down

Sometimes, like tonight, I think I will sleep. I hope the nightmares leave me alone.

Bricks

I am waited down. I find it hard to breathe at times. I think about all the new information I have to take in and I am without air. I am in love.

Sometimes it isn't what we expect. I thought for sure this news would bring me nothing but joy, instead I am nothing but confused. I am finding it hard to sleep at night, food seems silly and not much can make me laugh. Not what I had in mind. How can I accept all these feelings and let things happen as they will. I am not sure I can. Perhaps I should walk away, find a safe place to hide and hope it will all pass. It hasn't so far; I must be kidding myself. I am in love.