I am on a little break. I am taking seven days to do some reflecting and grounding. The greatest impact is on my dating life. I am not texting, IMing, emailing, Facebooking (them anyway) or taking calls.
This has posed a little challenge for me. I only informed one person that I am seeing that I am on this hiatus. He was very supportive, as his has been with most things in my life, but it left a few others in the dark. So far I have counted six missed calls, 18 ignored texts and nine neglected emails. I committed to not contacting these men but I forgot to inform them of my mini-vacation.
So I am thinking, come Saturday, I am going to have some apologies to make. I don't think anyone is going to be horribly upset with me but I suppose I could have planned this slightly better.
On occasion I act impulsively - leaving some people in my life a little confused. I don't do it on purpose; I do it to try to give myself some breathing room. I can easily get lost in others and I am trying to recognize this quickly and act on it even faster. Trying to stay balanced takes a lot of work. Maybe I should have stayed in gymnastics...
xoks
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