The Hunt Continues

Interviews, oh the joy. I had an interview with Sodexho on Friday. It went incredibly well. I think the job would suit me. It is a Senior HR Manager for the Senior Services department. I would be supporting two VP's, have eight DM's working for me and be traveling to eight different states on a regular basis. Kinda cool. I will find out more in the next week or so.

Lura and I signed a lease on a new place at 26th and California. It is an amazing, huge, two bedroom flat with an all new kitchen and bathroom; stained glass doors, walk-in closets, refinished hardwood floors, and tons of light. We move on December 15th so keep an eye out for the housewarming invites.

My weekend was grand. Spent it with Carmen again. We had a really good time hanging out with friends, shopping, eating, sleeping late. Carmen got a second kitten, six months old, feral. We went all over the place to name her and in the end Carmen is calling her Anowl (as in an owl, which is what she looks like.) She is really cute.

I spoke with my ex, the one with the new girlfriend. He is a funny one. He was afraid to call me. When he finally did I told him that I know he has a new girl and I am happy for him. I want him to be happy, and I want to be his friend. We shall see if he wants the same.

Things seem really good right now. I feel complete, happy, serene. I don't know exactly why, I just know I feel safe and loved. Thank you to everyone who has been there for me, I am very lucky to have you all.

Lonesome tears
I can't cry them anymore
I can't think of what they're for
Oh they ruin me every time

But I'll try
And leave behind some days
These tears just can't erase
I don't need them anymore

How could this love ever-turning
Never turn its eye on me?
How could this love ever-changing
Never change the way I feel?

Lazy sun
Your eyes catch the light
With the promises that might
Come true for a while

Oh I'll ride
Farther than I should
Harder than I could
Just to meet you there

How could this love ever-turning
Never turn its eye on me?
How could this love ever-changing
Never change the way the feel?

•Beck - Lonesome Tears


I've seen the end of the day come too soon
Not a lot to say, not a lot to do
You played the game, you owe nothing to yourself
Rest a day, for tomorrow you can't tell
You can't tell

I've seen the end of the day come too late
Seen the love you had turning into hate
Had to act like I didn't even care
But I did so I got stranded standing there
Standing there

It's nothing that I haven't seen before
But it still kills me like it did before
No it's nothing that I haven't seen before
But it still kills me like it did before

I've seen the end of the day come too soon
Like the prison dogs they set out after you
You owe nothing to the past but wasted time
To serve a sentence that was only in your mind
In your mind

It's nothing that I haven't seen before
But it still kills me like it did before
No it's nothing that I haven't seen before
But it still kills me like it did before

•Beck - End of the Day