Sunday, February 05, 2006

Fill Your Day With Selfishness

I got my hair done, I bought $500 worth of clothes, I had a dear friend bring me comfort food. I felt a little like a widow. Everyone checking in, everyone concerned.

I spoke with Jen briefly last night. She told me the break-up made her cry. She told me that she is afraid she will never see me again. I made the only promise to her that I could, I would try my best to remain in her life, but I will also respect my exes wishes.

My ex mother-in-finances also checked in with me. I believe she finally realizes it is over between me and her son and she too is very saddened. She made me understand what I mean to her and her kin and I can see this will be very difficult for all of us. I am guessing D is the only one who will go unscathed. Isn't that always the way of things.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey, I dont know you, but I am checking your web by accident, I´ve read what you just said and its really sad... I think I Know how you feel and I am sorry its the worse feeling, I hate it....
Hope you feels better
bye
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Anonymous said...

Kim,
I need to talk to my son. I have talked to you but don't know how he is feeling. YOU take good care of you. Exersize is great for lifting the spirit. Love Mom2

Anonymous said...

Prin,

You don't know me but Nigel said to stop by your blog and leave you a note. Sorry to hear about your loss. It really does hurt, doesn't it? But just keep in mind that you have lots of good, loyal friends and also remember "What goes around, comes around."

PS. At least you won't have to deal with that 'death wail' anymore.

Take care.