Monday, February 06, 2006

Not Alright

All my life
I've been a little bit fucked up
And all family has made their way
And every day
I try to be better
In every way

But I don't have to prove a thing to you
You don't know me, I don't owe you
Do I?

I've done drugs
And my share of drinking
And all my friends
Have been right there with me
And money's tight
But soon things will get better
And we'll all be alright

It's not a lie when I say
That things could be better
Not a lie when I pray
For things to get better
When I say I'm alright
Don't look in my eyes
Cause I'm not alright
But I'm trying

Life is hard
But look at my armor
Everything bounces off of me
And every time some one tries to get me
Victory is mine

But I don't want to do the thing or two
That will erase me and embrace you
Do I?

It's not a lie when I say
That things could be better
Not a lie when I pray
For things to get better
When I say I'm alright
Don't look in my eyes
Cause I'm not alright
But I'm trying to be
I'm trying to be alright

All my life
I've been fucked up
And all family has made their way
But everyday I keep trying to win some way

It's not a lie when I say
That things could be better
Not a lie when I pray
For things to get better
When I say I'm alright
Don't look in my eyes
Cause I'm not alright
But I'm still trying

Thanks Storm

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

No matter what, I am sorry this has happened.
I do feel for you, I know how much you are hurting and you do deserve so much more. I've said this before and I mean it.
Don't worry about Jennifer, we'll work it out.
Just Me